Its not that i can't let you go,
But because i dont want to,
I know i should though.
But How could i?
When, I - who never hold a place for anyone - did for you?
When the warmth of your smile was the only thing that could break through.
How could i let go?
Let go of the hand i once hold,
the eyes that shows me the way of this world.
I wonder why god let me have you -
when he never intend to ever let me keep you.
How could i let go?
When i still remember your eyes,
your touch and the most tragic goodbyes.
My heart still knows your laughter,
refusing to uphold any chapters,
Other than you,
Knowing you are the only one im after.
Well, beautifully written✨✍️
The question in the title doing all the work not answered, just asked, over and over in different forms. That's the most honest thing about letting go. You don't find the answer, you just keep asking until one day you realise you already did🩵🥹